Monday, November 9, 2009
it has been a terrible day for me. i don't know what to do. i know that for sure you will give your bf another chance after all you had already given him so many. i am feeling terrible but i cannot bear to tell you how i really feel. i really don't know what to do, i know how the outcome will be and yet i still want to know. i really wish and hope that a chance will be given to me. in the past i thought that chance is for me to grab not given, now i realised that i was wrong. i need to be given one in order to grab it. for the past few days i know that you are feeling down and angry. all i can do is be your listening ear and someone whom you can talk to. i really don't know what to do man. my feelings are a lot deeper than i type here but i cannot bring myself to get it all in this blog because i seriously feeling very terrible and i cannot do anything about it....
feeling small at 5:00 AM